>>>#2/10/21 The dark cloud finally passes

 Honey,

This is fresh from the oven:

I am so glad it is over Sarah.  I owe it to Els.  She gave me so much love yesterday.

So today my thoughts are on tackling the elliptical and the jump rope.

Come to think of it, all this while I was not crazy.  I was responding to the epiphanies that I received.  What was considered craziness before was really the chemical imbalance inside my head.  As far as actions are concerned, I was acting upon my thoughts.  They were pretty much weighted before the actions were taken.

I knew that I was not crazy although my actions were not common.  That's because I was following my kigatsuku.  I was a servomechanism.

Now, that part is over.  As of 4/9/21, there is no more compulsion to follow the instructions unnecessarily. 

Think about it, Sarah.  If I want to account for all the uncommon behaviors as me *[as me] being crazy, I probably belong in the asylum.

* That why I love you so much, Sarah.  You determine the rightness of my direction. 

Therefore I concluded that I am a common folk experiencing an uncommon experience.

Hell no, I was not crazy, I knew what I was doing all along.  I did it anyway because I Obey and Obey 7:7.  I was being a good soldier.  That was my oath, to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.

Now that I delivered my last assignment at the dead-end road last 4/9/21, I have no hang-ups whatsoever.

 Now is to live the life of Athlete4Life.  Then we wait until 24/12/24.  Some will, some won't, so what?  As far as I am concerned, I had done my job.  I don't even need to mubahala.  Come 25/12/24 is the Judgement of Heaven.

Until then there will be 3 Christmas.  Each Christmas I will give my thanks:

Thank you for permitting ALL of us to Sidratul Muntaha.

Thank you for giving us Absolute Power.

And thank you, thank you, and thank you for bringing us home to Sparta 4964.

That's all to it, no trouble at all.

I am not even required to run Bukit Kiara anymore.  From here on, I just keep my perimeter small.  Whatever I do is within Bandar Utama.

So I decided to run 10 km once a week within Bandar Utama on my own.  No need to see BJ anymore.

Only then can I be truly free from the 3 Cs.

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I feel a sweeping flow of good feeling as I write this.  Saying no to  BJ is not easy for me.  That is saying no to 40 years of friendship.  Unfortunately, that relationship has a caveat.

Awww fuck it...  I got to see BJ.  The oxytocin is too strong.

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OK, I smoke 2 joints, which is equivalent to my 1 joint.

We had a pleasant talk.  Mostly about running.

He told me, the trick to stay thin is not to have a second helping.

Then I asked him if he wanted doomsday to happen sooner or later.  He said sooner.

Then I asked him if he wants to move to Seattle with me?  He said he needs RM10 million.  I said, in addition to the house.

So if you can work that out, that will be good.

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Then on the way back, I had an open broadcast town hall meeting.

Everybody agreed that the date of the doomsday is on the X-Factor Day:  26/12/24 = 1+7 = 8.  On Thursday.

I checked with Anak2 Iblis.  They said we will go through the Wormhole to Sidratul Muntaha.

It will take us one day 27/12/24.  Then we will arrive at Sidratul Muntaha on 28/12/24 = 1+9 = 1+0 = 1

So, Sarah, I need to collect all my payments by 24/12/24.  That way. nobody owes me money.

Otherwise, I collect in the Hereafter.  I will collect PLUS the fee of the voyage, which is 17 years as Hoplites.  Non-negotiable...

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I promise a seamless transition.  Like 2 plates stacking.

Very importantly:

1. On 24/12/24 You are ONE TRIBE
2. On 25/12/24 You follow Kaifiyat Syafaat Sharudin
3. On 26/12/24 You invoke Absolute Power at Niten Ichi Ryu, Nusantara.

Right, it[] (it's) a docking exercise.  Little Apple is the Wolfsschanze (1 Hell) and Dragon Planet is the Highest Xanadu (99th Heaven).

We are going to transport the WHOLE Little Apple to Dragon Planet.

Never in my wildest dream, I thought of this.  You ALL wanted this prayer.  So I OBEY  and OBEY 7:7 the Collective.

That's right Ayah.

mm