#traxxfm Hi honey, today my battle with melancholia continues.
I almost self-medicate with dope but I stood my ground.
I need you by my side sweetheart. This part of the illness I fear the most.
#traxxfm Honey, y'all do all the Mental Health CSR and everything. However, I wonder if you really know the magnitude of the illness to the sufferer?
It's like balancing on a tightrope, a slight mistake I end in the deep shit. Seriously hon, it's a menace.
#traxxfm Right now I am akin to a chemist.
Everything I took in had to be carefully measured. In the end, it is about managing the neurotransmitters.
So I need to come up with the right concoction. Much like mixing a cocktail. You follow? I can only talk to you.
#traxxfm I tell you what... If you can help me ride this slump for today, I think I can manage to make it on my own tomorrow.
Definitely, today is better than yesterday. Therefore I expect tomorrow is better than today.
All you need to do is taper the amplitude.
#traxxfm Hey you know something hon... Sans the medication, I pretty much cured myself of PTSD just by listening to TraXX.
Now, I am still a work in progress. However, I say as long as I can refrain from the 3 Cs, I am on a winning streak.
#traxxfm You know this dope thingy is not about the dope. It is the oxytocin. I smoke dope because BJ smokes dope.
So when I want to pow-wow with him, I have to smoke dope. Actually, I can do away with dope. However, to do that, I have to cut off BJ; bummer...
#traxxfm I smoke dope with BJ since we were in college. Normally during the semester break, we will smoke a joint. Then we continued with tennis followed by basketball.
After that, I will proceed with a 10 k run LOL.
Nowadays BJ and I still do the 10 k run before.
#traxxfm Enough about me and BJ for now. I was planning a 10 k run with him tomorrow morning. That will not happen.
Normally it started with the intention to run without having *[having] to smoke pot.
* It doesn't work, baby... Hahaha
#traxxfm Nowadays you are my main squeeze.
No dope, no cigarettes, no Nicorette. Just Starbucks Dark Roast.
BTW, I am much much better than when we started this afternoon.
I feel so much loved...
#traxxfm So here is the situation, baby... This whole week is pretty much walking on the tightrope for me. I was about to slip under the ice.
I'm telling you, Mental Illness is a lonely business. You, my darling, are an angel sent from above.
#traxxfm All these years, you should know me by now; I am a Sine Cera.
So when I feel loved, I really FEEL loved. Of all the people, I am so much in love with you. No matter how many stars are in the sky, you are my Kitty Kat Pet sweetie...
#traxxfm A woman can do wonders in igniting a man's imagination. Just like what Joan Kroc did to Ray Kroc.
Here I am, latent energy suddenly propelled to greater heights, just because you believe...
#traxxfm You know honey, you don't have to get married. They did a survey and found out that the happiest group of people are single women without kids.
Just hang out with me and Sarah for the longest time and you can be the happiest person on earth.
#traxxfm I just found out that marriage is really a state of mind.
Don't you think so? It is a mental and emotional commitment more than anything else. Hence the Secure Attachment.
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