#traxxfm Boy... This is really bugging me. I had reached the fringes of my thoughts.
Suddenly I feel as ordinary as hell. Makes me wonder, all this while, was I being delusional? #traxxfm Definitely, I need to reinitiate my Athlete4Life routine all over again. These past few weeks I was not on track.
The magic is gone. I really feel so bland today. I don't know if this is good or bad. #traxxfm I don't know baby... Maybe all this while I was really being delusional. Maybe now *i[t] (is) the time I wake up from my slumber. If that is the case, then death is really the final arbiter. Meanwhile, I just live my own fantasy.
#traxxfm What happened was, I kept on simplifying my existence until I reached my simplest form.
The onset of it is I'm a 4964; Forever (4) Yin (9) & Yang (6) Forever (4).
Therefore in my simplest form, I am the Yin and Yang of Wolfsschanze.
Just like that, I'm done.
#traxxfm What it means, from today onwards, I'm going to maintain a microscopic world.
I just focus on delighting the Universe Within namely by implementing the Athlete4Life lifestyle. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------
I just maintain communication with you, Sarah. Beyond that, I will continue to shrink my perimeters.
Let's say all these years I was being delusional, then it is better that I contain the delusions to as few people as possible.
You know what is interesting, Sarah? In the final analysis, eagles fly alone.
What is the lesson here then?
In the end, after 22 years of toiling, I cannot change predestination.
That lesson is for me...
#traxxfm If I want to create a narration of the whole scenario, I can safely say that what I had gone through was actually adding to my consciousness. Therefore it is only meaningful to me and those who believe. Beyond that, death is the final arbiter.
#traxxfm Therefore if there is nothing beyond death, then when we die, it is simply lights out. If there is something, then the afterlife is indeed glorious. Either way, it is best that we live life to the fullest and not put our hopes too high.
#traxxfm Three more years... Then from there firm is firm and emptiness is emptiness.
#traxxfm In the meantime, I will continue living the life of Athlete4Life.
#traxxfm Let me tell ya, honey. This whole 22-year journey had been stranger than Stranger in a Strange Land.
You can dismiss the odd occurrences but there are things that are more than meet the eyes. Do I believe or do I dismiss them as patternicity?
#traxxfm That is why I am willing to go with the motion for another 3 years.
By then, firm is firm and emptiness is emptiness.
Even now, I am very much minding my own business. All I can ask for is, let there be God and let this God be fair.
I had done my best...
#traxxfm Hey honey, place your bet; is there a God or is there No God?
I did take the alternative route but it seems that *[] (the) argument in my favor is too compelling.
* Hahaha... Sarah is pretty convinced.
#traxxfm You know the real issue here, by 2024 we either make or break.
In my case, I am only interested to get paid. If not all these years are nothing more than bridge over troubled water.
#traxxfm You know how it goes, no money no honey.
I hold on to Sarah's positivism all these years. Whatever financial commitment I made is based on her commitment.
What do you think honey? mm
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