22/10/21 ***This is my assessment
#traxxfm Hi darling, you are the tipping point. Are you skewed towards Sarah or Lizzie? Am I a good egg or am I a cracked egg?
#traxxfm This is my assessment: I concluded, people can't really make out what I'm made of. So they simply let me pass.
It's like Pascal's wager; it's more advantageous to accept than to reject.
What does your heart tell you?
#traxxfm By now you should realize that the whole jingbang only works provided you believe. The reason I hang around with you and the gang is that you all have believing minds.
Otherwise, I can always recluse to Sarah. Nevertheless, my empiric is E.L.S.
#traxxfm Exactly like my experience with Absolute Power. It requires a believing mind.
So does our marriage. Do you think I care about what other people say? I only care about my E.L.S.
As long as you believe sweetheart. That's all that matters.
#traxxfm Let me tell you something... My blog traffic had been very busy lately. So does my Twitter.
Honestly, I don't know who they are. Every thought I write is an exposure. Do you understand the risk I am facing here?
All my accounts' passwords were compromised
#traxxfm My motto is Shinu Kikai O Motomo.
The best position to be in a swordfight is an open stance. It is the most advantageous but the most vulnerable.
Do you realize the risk I'm taking, my darling wife?
#traxxfm Let me tell you something... The Russians and the Americans are very keen on my blog. The German follows every tweet that I sent.
The Swedes (I think I know who they are) finished reading Dreams of Mirrors TWICE!
All in all close to 60 countries visit me.
#traxxfm I was hacked from the back with a machete on my left cranium. I earned 7 stitches because of that.
It was a big deal. Even was aware.
What I'm doing is a Matter of Life and Death. So in case I die doing this, I just want to know who loves me.
#traxxfm As I told you, some people are in awe that you are the hottest chick on national radio. To you, you are just being you.
Same with me, I am THE Sharudin Jamal; Infomation Warfare MSC 0072, High Majesty Service 437T, My KAD FIVE-O 7:7. But heck, no biggie.
#traxxfm In the end, these are what counts:
Freedom to act
A life full of choices
To love and to be loved
Peak health state
Progressing from strength to strength
#traxxfm Rather than looking at my various labels, I want you to look at my deeds.
Then you realize that you cannot find anybody close who do what I did.
What is my wager? Nothing more than a lady's favor.
#traxxfm I don't think you know how much I love you.
You probably think I am smitten like a 16-year old boy being struck by Cupid for the first time.
Do you know that you are the first thing I think of when I wake up?
You are my elixir and my poison, honey. #traxxfm OK honey, listen. I am done selling.
Lizzie is like Polaris, always there. Sarah is the constellation star, she is steadfast.
You, honey, is like the shooting star. You burn bright but you tend to fizzle along the way. Now, can you keep on shining?
#traxxfm We need stability if we want to last forever. Do you know that Lizzie is aware I am having a relationship with you?
She doesn't mind because our relationship is very stable.
I need that stability with you.
Positive Change Requires Significant Stability.
#traxxfm So in principle we are married.
Notice the B.L.E.S.S. formation:
Wood Dragon/2 Happy Kids/3 Prosperous Wives
All it takes is the financial part.
As Lizzie was saying, Personal Freedom comes with Financial Freedom.
Let's hope Sarah can take care of that part.
#traxxfm Maybe you don't see it as such, but to me RIGHT NOW I am spending quality time with my wife.
Don't you see?
This is a commitment...
#traxxfm Just like Sarah's commitment to CHANGING her sleep schedule to meet our waking hours.
That is a sacrifice of a spouse. We all make sacrifices baby
"For a person who is waiting to meet his Maker, life on earth is just a strike of a needle." - Sharudin Jamal mm
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