Wednesday, 6 October 2021

6/10/21 ###In view of the journey forward


#traxxfm Baby, let's do a situational analysis for today. Then perhaps I can decide on the rightness of my direction from this point on. You got to be my eyes when I cannot see.

#traxxfm Firstly, I need to be physically fit if I want to achieve a Sound Mind in a Sound Body. I also need to acknowledge that I am a divergent thinker. Not necessarily crazy but I am somewhat different.

#traxxfm If I can accept my eccentricity then I am OK. In other words, I need to shift my yardstick up a few notches. If I *[] (can) work with a new SI unit, I have no issue with being kooky. * Thanks for the encouragement, Sarah.

#traxxfm In the past, I was worried that because I am crazy, I cannot make a rational judgment. Now I see that what actually happening is I am using a different set of lenses when I am rationalizing a decision. I am really a square peg in a round hole LOL.

#traxxfm I had prepared for the Moment of Truth 3 years ahead of time and yet I still feel the jitters. I got too much time in my hands since I completed my assignment on 4/9/21. Am I peaking too soon? What is your perspective?

#traxxfm At present, I feel diminished, and yet I still have a few years to go. My only source of excitement is listening to you. Will I make it? I really like to know. All these years, am I driving the message home, or is everything is just cloud in the coffee? 

#traxxfm Alright, after some deliberations, I concluded that it is best for me to be true to my cause. I might not win Mr. Popularity Contest any time soon but I am really happy being me. The only thing is you have to put up with my idiosyncrasies.

#traxxfm Here is my resolution: I got to be me. No matter how kooky I am. You may accept or reject. You may loath or despise me. No matter what, I am who I am meant to be. Warts and all. So you better get used to having me around baby. I am not going anywhere.

Let me cut through the chase honey... After what had *be[ing] (been) said and done, all I want is to love and be loved by you. The rest are just the garnishings... Can we agree on that?

#traxxfm It is not something conditional even. There are plenty where it comes from. Thus it's like a fountain with an overflowing catchment. The same attitude I have with B.L.E.S.S. Just take it in...

#traxxfm How do I put it? It's like I am giving you a blank check with no preset spending limit. That's what it is with B.L.E.S.S. If I can't do it with my IP sales, I do it now with my very own abundant resource. Honey, I am offering you Unconditional Love.

#traxxfm You know what is my issue? I have too much love... I keep on giving and it keeps on coming. So I need a real big catchment to contain my overflowing feeling of love. That's all to it. Too much for me to handle.

#traxxfm In the past, I gave it away without prejudice. People took advantage of my kindness. In monetary terms, it goes by the millions. I don't really care about it. What baffles me is they don't even say thanks. That's why this time my IP Sales is for B.L.E.S.S.

#traxxfm That's why should the IP sales does not materialize by 2024, I will proceed with Plan B to provide your dowry by 2028. Don't expect a windfall. I'm no longer a millionaire. It will be a significant token to show that I am committed to marrying you for eternity.

#traxxfm I know you are not hard up for money. I completely understand your psyche. You are not the type that measures happiness with money. However, I want you to have a token as my commitment to our marriage. I don't think you know how committed I am to you.

#traxxfm Oprah interviewed Dalai Lama, "What is the key to happiness?" Dalai Lama replied, "The key to happiness is giving."

#traxxfm Here is my response to Reflection just now: 2021awwasep-dec.blogspot.com/2021/10/61021- Hey, I gotta break for dinner...

#traxxfm Listen to me, sweetie... I know I don't always color inside the line. However, I surely am a Sine Cera. Look, this is who I am. Always been. As long as you accept me the way I am, there is no issue with me having a facade with you. No malice intended...

#traxxfm Seriously darling... Before you can have the courage to act, you got to have the courage to think and feel. Hey, this relationship is not a one-way street. You can always exit anytime you feel I am too overwhelming. This is not like Hotel California OK?

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