Saturday, 9 October 2021

>>>#9/10/21 I have to decide on my future

 Since the end of September, I had been experiencing a down cycle.

I need to rebound quickly.  Or else, I'll get sucked in even further.

The root cause of the depression is due to hypomania in early September.  That is followed by a down cycle at end of September.

That means I was very stable in July and August.

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What is the lesson here?

Medication doesn't solve my problem.

Alas, I still need to depend on medication.

I need to stick to OMAD.

I need to do away with 3-in-1 Coffee, Peanut Butter Sandwich, and Pisang Goreng.

Depression makes me want to sleep more, eat more, be lazy to exercise, and gain weight.

It starts now...  Otherwise, I will drift further.

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